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Well,coming sat will be the final presentation of my final year project. Gonna graduate after that and step to the society. dOn’t know what will happen in the future but of course hope to do well in careers. There still things to be done for this project. Quite nervous for now cause, didn’t expect time flew so past, lots of unexpected stuffs happened. Well, Always expects the unexpected.

Will be going to my first Taiwan trip to find aunt soon together with my mum and sis during the dec. more or less confirm once i got the ticket. Maybe i might stay there and learn from my aunt? haha… but will gonna miss my frens back here also… haiz… We see in the future about it then. Tataz…

Today is the 2nd month since my bro had left us. Once awhile will still think of the past when he still around. Just had my dinner with him before he go back. Have to wait till next year.

Life still have to go on,and I’m glad that I still managed to spend time together with him. Life is really short. Only when you lose something,then you will cherish it.

Also got another bad news today, but still have to accept the fact that it happen.

All this is life experiences where we will have to cope with it. Might as well accept the truth and carry on living happily instead of being sad. Making each day counts…

My bro has been suffering from incurable illness, and can understand the feeling he been going through.

Recently watch 1 liter of tears,I’m touched and tend to look at things differently now. Its also a story about a young girl, who had been diagnosed with an incurable illness. This meaningful phase quoted by her, "Just being alive is such a lovely and wonderful thing."

Can’t help feeling that life is fragile, we won’t know what will happen tml.

Nothing much over the last month. Either in sch or at hm… my christmas eve and Christmas is at home.. no program, nothing… today,  suppose will be the same. well, it doesnt matter anyway for now… have to adapt to changes… Happy new year to everyone. take care and have a nice day

People change, environment change ,luck also change.

Haven been very unlucky for this whole week. FIrstly, my handphone breakdown on the sunday, before my birthday.Den was rushing assignment, and not sure how to do. Follow by matters of the heart. My watch strips broke into 2, cant wear anymore.I had just realise i lost my portable harddisk where my photos, installer and project are in it in school. And now, i jus find out my camera also giving up on me le.wAhhh…. What rotten luck i have for this week…

I dun know what to expect for the next coming events.

Somebody,Please change my luck… =(

Things seems to be different now. Just have a feeling today. Didnt know tomorrow was public holiday. Have been staying at home, working out assignment,tutorial,study what I don’t understand.

Well, maybe too "into" the topic, totally tml was public holiday. Planned to do programming, but guess not, seems it a holiday, hahaha, than was thinking, what can I do tomorrow. Think abit it, Im lost.haha… haiz.. been isolated from you guys too long le. TIme changed everything,won’t wait for anyone.Haiz…

Think going out alone, or blading tomorrow. See how, anyone wanna join me?

Its been a long time.Been going through alot for the past few months, be it happy event or sad memories, its part of life. Well, been free since ord, now studying in SIM for COmputer Science (System Security) from Wolonggong(Australia) for 1 years. My finale for my NS life was a trip to south africa, cooling weather,nice people and great scenery.hehe, if i have the chance, i love to go there again. Love the climate there.Bought alot of gifts and of course, their own unique wine, tasted so great. People there was friendly but also have to becareful cause crime rate also high.

Going to work soon cause no more income for me.BUt going to get a laptop soon for school  uses, but the price is a bit steep for me, so still struggling now whether to buy it now or waiting for the pc show in dec. By den will have the $ to buy le. see how again. Morale quite low for the past few days, staying at hm pondering alot of things. things to be settle,things to be solve and how to approach the problem facing now. Guess sometime cant be help, fate meant it to be this way. But still will strive hard for it.

Recently just got a letter from Airforce, saying that i been posted out of my old camp to Institude of Higher Learning. My men told me that my application for Intel Officer have approved and so i was posted to there. but i didnt receive any news about my regular status. Shall wait for them to get back to me.

Hoping to go overseas soon, but guess have to wait for quite sometime, or maybe never. Shall hope for the best for now,cause my last paper will be on 20 dec.

Its been so so so so long since i ever update about myself.hahaha, alot of things have change and along the way we learned,we gain some at the same time, lost some.MY dear ask me so long nv blog le how come har?haha, Here will be a "Shorts" Lists of what happen during this long period.Computer down so haf to get spare parts to repair and such. haiz, broke le…so cant blog, play game nor check mail.sian…

Oct 1 - my commission day. Nothing fancy but same old OCS commission parade no less no more, its jus the standard and our performance. Glad that my dear had take the step to come with my parents and my brother. cause they also dun know how to come over what to take and such. Hahaha, follow by Aaron and gang, come over to see see look look den go back.Feel so bad host? haha,nvm, over le ma, they won’t ji jiao one.Hehe

Been to unit, wah, so sian, can’t get used to unit life, bunk also like store room, eveything in a mess, have to set up our own double decker bed, foam mattress dun know wat soft pillow. But good things is a  big room for 4 of us.First 2 weeks cant stay in to sleep cause sleep on the double decker frame, sure collapses and we, ganna sandwich between 2 metal frame. Haha,after which we touch up our bunks, now can sleep le,got PS2 to play with, bought a brand new 21" hyandai TV (Don’t know good or not also), working fine, can see channel 8 and U and other channel. Malaysia channel also have le.not bad hor. I brought in 1 fan. now our room are so call quite entertainment ba.haha… so far so good but alot of things to catch up. wat learn in AFS is onli a minority in unit. Alot to catch up, but still haf to do it.
This coming sat will be my first Duty Officer, just hope that i wun sign extra can le.haha,oh ya, forget, the picture you see, is we organize ourself, commission ball and we bring along our date, can see for urself, haha, mi and lingz look so gd right? Lingz eleganT? she put alot of effort in dolling herself up and i love the way she look. hehe, espically when i accompany her to do her hair, haha, almost bad experience, but turn out not bad. nice wor… good picture taken and both of us love this picture, formal wear.haha…

Recently haf been neglecting my dear cause dun know in a sudden, she free, I’m busy, she busy i’m free tat kind of thingy? or not i too tired or something,seldom chat with her much on the phone. But we still msg each other.And also, gd thing tat she busy studying for exam right now, cause now haf to prepare for excerise for this month soon. Out field again sian.. but anyway,last friday, NOV 4 i pass my TP le.. heehee, so funny, i was thinking of failed or on the spot fail. Cause i keep thinking to myself not to put in so much hope,wait get more disappointed.But anyway,i PASSED.haha, first timer. Know wat, my instructor & peers in AFS told us that first impression is important. So they recommanded wear uniform go take. So i do so and true enough,there also another person also wear uniform to test like me too. Hahaha, and both of us pass. For all those going to take TP, make the first impression and guess, u might got the favour of ur tester. Cause throughout , my tester seldom look at me nor pull any stunts.haha.Getting the liciense, wah, shiok, can drive le. A gd birthday gift for myself.Hehe, if not going to spend $ to retake le. Tat one den sian…

On the same day i got my liciense, my dear haf planned a series of program for mi all the way till my bdae. So we finally had our own mini steamboat and it tasted so nice.haha, but too much for us to eat le. The day b4 we got ourselves the new 3 different cheese in the crust and KFC, wah, so nice, so goodddd…. haha. But i still prefer the steam boat, both of us will having so much fun.We go ntuc to shop for our groccery and had hard time to decide wat to get, cause onli 2 of us to eat.den buy back prepare soup based and den jus "hamdam" eveything in. Den tasted out so heavenly.hahaha, we took 3 hr to finished the first patch of food, thus, the 2nd patch one cant finish haf to waste it le.So sad…. haiz… but its fun to haf our own mini steamboat ourself, oh ya, we stuff ourselves with dong fen, eat till wanna vomit le, we put one whole bag in, haha, but think about it, we are quite a big eater wor.hehehe.. den sunday dinner,Lingz bring mi to novena there eat vienna international buffet. That one i really eat till siao,see wat get wat.. den eat alot of the choco stuffy there, the cake best, once finish,they bring out a different cake which i was waiting for,some more 2 chocolate cake,haha, eat and eat and eat, tilll monday suppose to run cross country 7km, i become last person, too heavy le, now haf to slim down le.die liao,but really enjoy the food there.Also took 3 hr plus b4 we left the place. Kinda expenisve there, but if once a while, should be no problem.

So far this is what i could remember now, hmm… don’t know when i be able to blog or free to blog or even got the feeling to blog or not, but no matter wat, there will still be the time i will blog and jus spam all into one whole post. Now planning to go overseas with my dear and also have fun and help her relex, she been busy doing her project and studying for exam, poor her. mUst service her le, hahaha… dun think crooked wor… make her happy and be COOL… hehe k,that will be my last. hope to catch up with all my frens k? = ) take care of urself bye peeps…

Its been quite sometime since i last blog, about 3 -4 -5 weeks ago? haha, anyway, was busy for RSAF parade and appointed as "tiger force", also as security party during the actually day. The stall was alot and we been working from morning 5am (wake up) till evening time like earliest is 5 or 6 till latest is 10pm. Everyone was so tired and sleepy this continuous for 4,5 days. But wat matter us is that we heard rumors that this is actually main commander volunteer ada wing to do, organize the whole parade.Haiz…alot of unhappiness and unwilliness.Its was actually other wing who will be doing, but things just go the way he wants.What can we do, all it takes it ranks to say. lower ranks just have to do without asking.

Good thing i still able to meet up with lingz during weekend,she been keeping me company (Thank you,sweetie) but seems like we getting busy nowsday.Been meeting up each other about once to twice a week provided i have nights out.She having tests and project for this few weeks, thus must give her some time to do 2,so won’t have much time to spend with me. Even she free, i scared i will be busy, its just for this few weeks. After that will be much more free  and can meet up after i have commission.(hopefully)hehe… always look on the bright side, what i have been telling myself.hehe…there is still alot of things which we going to do, go or have fun together.hopefully still can keep track our list of things to do and places of interests.heehee =)

By the way, my commission will be at 1 or 2 Oct. Let you guys know about it first. most properly is 5 plus getting seated. Do try to make yourself (All my friends and those who know me) free, i try to find out wheather how many people can i bring or invite. Ok, got to go le, Everyone, please take good care of urself ok?

Today, Dear take the trouble to come down to my house and fix up our memories book and photo ablum for ourselves only.Haha, thanks dear, have to make you wake up so early.

We start the day with a wonderful breakfast at Toa Payoh Lor 8 market, but we still cant had our Kuay Chap. Its closed. Supposed that today is holiday so not opening for work.Anyway, we order other stuffs before going home and continue lingz homeworks, while me play games,hehe..

Finally after lunch we started our Memories book.Starting we squeeze our brain dry, asking what to put, how to design, who to draw and write. Stress, both of us want our book to look good and attractive.So far we only did 3 pages and so far both of us are proud of our work.No wordings just picture and design.Next week we shall continue with our book.

Xiuling had claypot rice at my house for dinner and she commented that its tastes good.. should sell it outside.Haha,if only…. So we went to watch the fireworks at esplande with dear NIE friends. All girls, they are nice people and sure know how to crack jokes and talk to me.Hahaha, but i was abit quiet and never really say much.hopefully they won’t find me "DAO". Its just me dear.hehe, anyway, the fireworks was great, beautiful, maverllous,wonderful.Its was so crowded. nevertheless, we managed to get a good spot and witness the whole fireworks.After which we went to harry bar and order finger food and cocktails. Mine was great,luckily not those kind with funny taste.Haha, ate alot of wedges (eat too much le) Feel so paiseh about it.Haha.went home and rest after the short meal and getting ready to book in tml morning at 7am. Soon time to sleep and back to normal life. Looking foward to spending time with lingz. next week ok,haha say 48hr date? We shall enjoy ourselves and had fun, photo taking and lots more. Yeah…Quickly pass through this weekend and looking towards the day. Thursday also will be meeting dear, nights out, had nice dinner and short leisurement.Shall see.. keke, got to sleep.. Gd nite people.

Jus finished my last excerise before i got commission. Its a good long 4 days outfield excerise. Not a easy tasks and we barely have enough sleep. Wed night was training throughout the night till 2am, and i was assigned to be the vehicle commander to pick out my instructor at NUH. before that one of the regular, sergeant was giddy and vomited during training, thus was rush to SAFTI MI MO and retransfer to NUH. Because of him, our excerise suppose to end last friday and we will happy cause after that its the end. But because of him, we will have another re excerise next or 2 weeks later.Seems like what we have been doing and going through are wasted invain.Everybody was so upset and unhappy, and also this regular also seems like chao Keng also, alot of people and my men had been complaining and there is nothing we can do at all. But to wait haiz…

Anyway, after booking out, went to meet dear, have fun together and we went to have a great dinner at NYDC.Mushroom madness, haha, tasted so good with chesseeeesss….. Wonderful, guess xiuling was stuned to see my whole pizza literally cover with cheesssseee…. hahaha.Had mudpie too.tasted so good,like heaven.Soon we went back and meet dear the next day.

Went over to marina south for the carvinal, its was grand and alot of things to see, only thing is too hot, weather hot, and really no $ to spend much. We take cover at the acrache and play photo hunt,had fun and enjoy the aircon too.hehe, didnt spend much time at the marina south, went to raffles city to eat buger king, enjoy every single mouth of it, hmmm hmmm…. tastes so nice. haha,had strawberry chesse pie too.

We proceed to Lijuan birthday at downtown east. Left alot of food and the oreo cake tasted so nice.But cant eat much,too full. Stay for quite some time and off we go,wanted to send dear home but she refused.Good thing that its not so deserted. Was afraid dear really got bored cause wanted to intro her to xiuzhen and gang, thanks that somehow, dear was not being left out and had fun together too. Hehe…

Throughout the excerise really miss alot of stuffs,food, TV, bed, and most importantly, missing xiuling whenever i could. You do take care of yourself also ok?

*In time of up and down, I be always be there for you*